bittersweet

ce crawled into bed with me this morning. ruby was nursing. ce pointed to my chest and asked if ruby was 'on the right' (so funny) and if she could use the left. "i used to have it to go to sleep when i was a little big sister. and it used to make me stop cryin mumma." i've read that a lot of times when kids stop they lose the ability to latch on, so i let her try. she let out a big sigh. "why is there no milk mumma?" i told her once we get big and don't need mummas, they don't work anymore. she pondered that for a minute then asked "why is cow milk so coooooolllld?"

maybe i'll have to start nuking her cow milk :)